Rough Draft Thought Process

im 18. i adore my life in seattle. and im learning alot about myself.
I'll follow back and answer every question. GO. this is my rough draft thought process; to be revised.

I wish we said “fancy” in America. As in, “I fancy you.” It’s such a more agreeable term than “I have a crush on you.”  What’s a crush? Like, I AM A BOA CONSTRICTOR AND I AM GOING TO IMMOBILIZE YOU WITH MY MISPLACED AND OBSESSIVE AFFECTION.  “I fancy you” is like, you’re so shiny and glittery and I just want to put you on a shelf and look at you for a while ‘cause you’re fancy.

(Source: aimmyarrowshigh, via district-12forthewin)

because i dont want you to worry.

im better, i promise. but sometimes i still hurt. is that okay? i just dont know how to talk about it. because im afraid that if i talk about it, that its going to come back. and i dont want to go there again. i like my smile. 

but i also wish someone would ask every once in a while. is that too much?